Going through phase of life when urge to know/feel life gets stronger everyday and that takes away energy that would have enhanced my career. Ironically at the same time, career and money is withering in importance. I feel, I don't need them, these things are not essential to me beyond what is necessary for sustenance.
Apart from satisfaction that I get when i understnad more of the world -I hope I am not deluded -is that things fails to excite, for one feels one has seen all. Eveything looks familiar, and there is nothing to be passonate about.
Slogans, competition and brouhaha of making it in world appears to have ulterior motives, to excite people and make them to offer themselves of their own volition, to keep giganctic machine of world running smoothly. Why should i consume myslef at the altar of big car , big house If all I need is some place to sleep in, some thing to travel in. Is it not irrational to have urge to possess what is useless, like monkey keeping dead baby to itself.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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